I’m just gonna throw this out there and make an assumption that I’m not the only one who is “worried and bothered about so many things” today (Luke 10:41b).
There’s the basic workload – work, cook, wash clothes, parent…
Then there’s another layer of responsibilities – Christmas shopping, mailing packages, deep-cleaning the house, baking…
And on top of that is extra socializing – Christmas programs, get-togethers, parties…
By the end of the day yesterday, I’d nearly forgotten about God.
All that mattered was a bunch of clutter and a persistent odor in the bedroom carpet. As I rug-doctored, heaving furniture to and fro, my thoughts centered around how very much work children are, how small our house feels with seven people in it, and how appalling all our “stuff” is.
Things like “I’m never going to have time to write again!,” “Who has been training these kids anyway?,” “I can understand the benefits of having only one child,” and “If our house burned down I wouldn’t have to sort through all this mess” danced through my head. You know, visions of sugarplums…
When an obnoxious crate-style metal shelving unit broke for the umpteenth time, the lottery ticket line I inadvertantly stood in to rent the rug doctor came to mind… Hmmm, if I won the lottery, I could buy some real shelves. That’s every lotto player’s dream, right?
And then, after I ditched the crates, dumped the dirty rug-doctor water, cleaned the toilet, started another load of laundry, tidied the kitchen, and tiptoed past my sleeping husband to get ready for bed, I saw a facebook message from a sweet lady asking if I could have lunch with her tomorrow.
I want to, but… I… have… so… much… to… DO!
And then the God that I’d nearly forgotten showed me who I was.
“Martha, Martha, you are worried and bothered about so many things; but only one thing is necessary…” (Luke 10:41-42)
Time at His feet…
Investments in relationships, in matters of the soul…
My confession today is that all my fleshly heart cares about is my own agenda:
- I want my house clean.
- I want my own time.
- I don’t want my kids to pester me.
- I want to finish my to do list!
My sinful nature doesn’t want to sacrifice.
My worried and bothered heart doesn’t have time to sit and listen to Jesus!
As if my agenda is more important than His.
As if He doesn’t know what it’s like to sacrifice and obey the will of the Father.
I need Him to open my eyes, my ears, my heart.
I need Him to “make me lie down in green pastures,” to sit at His feet, to do the one thing that is necessary.
Lord Jesus, thank you for stepping down from Heaven and pursuing our souls. Help us today as our schedules and responsibilities overwhelm us; help us yield to Your Holy Spirit instead of our selfish, sinful hearts. Enable us to see what really matters and what doesn’t. Please give us grace to do the mundane for your glory.
*I know many of us are in the same boat today! And some of you are facing the kind of battles that make cluttered houses and smelly carpets look like a walk in the park. How can I pray for you today?